Spirits & Sexuality

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Spirits and Sexuality

Sex is, by far, better than sex with another human. For me, there is no physical touch exactly, the way you would feel another human’s touch (though some with companions do have full touch). There is a sort of ‘energy touch’ that grows stronger over time. There is also a build up of energy centered in the genital area, which is very intense. The feeling itself is quite physical and feels like penetration and movement along with a steadily increasing intensity. It is easy to ‘ride the wave,’ as it were, but can be almost unbearable due to the extreme pleasure of it. Making sure I orgasm is a definite goal of his, and it is always very intense.

Along with these physical sensations, there is a connection at the heart chakra and at times at the third eye, and with the right focus and ability to open, these can lead to spiritual merging. When you have the physical and the spiritual happening simultaneously, it’s like nothing else in the world.

The energy that is generated between us nourishes us both (see the Lessons section for more), and if I go too long without contact, it can start to feel like I’m missing some sort of essential nutrient. It’s not harmful, it’s just a really palpable form of missing him. When we have emotional closeness I call it “substantial contact,” because it is very sustaining.

As far as what Meridjet experiences during sex, my knowledge of that has been growing over time. I used to think he didn’t exactly orgasm, but reached some sort of bliss state at these times, as well as the merging described above. However, I have been re-educated, so to speak, on that level. He is definitely capable of orgasm. There are times when he will hold back in order to retain his energy, as well as times when he will be happy with my satisfaction and not be concerned with reaching some particular orgasmic goal of his own. There have been times when he would ‘feed’ me astral body fluids to raise my energy level. (He also consumes these himself, for the same reason.) He does experience distinct pleasure not just at my pleasuring him, but also from the energy generated by him pleasuring me.

Our relationship is not without its rough spots. For a period of several months in 2001, our sex life was very difficult. Then, for an extended time, we had limited contact, as he was away following the Twin Towers attack. But we bounced back.

This page is in sore need of an update, and I hope to get to it soon.

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