Filtered: Book Series 11: Perceptual Interference
As always, links to previous articles in this series can be found here. Perceptual Interference When you're developing and learning to control your subtle senses, even minor interference will disrupt your discernment. In the early days, I'd often take walks so I could be alone while I talked to Meridjet. If a ...
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March 8, 2010
Filtered: Book Series 10: More on Subtle Senses
As always, links to earlier articles in this series can be found here. Hearing Similarly, hearing a spirit is most often dismissed as imagination or as your own mental voice. I often tell individuals trying to contact their spirit guides for the first time to listen for the quiet internal voice of ...
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March 5, 2010
Filtered: Book Series 5: Processing and More
You can always find the links to the older sections here. Processing Most of us tend to find extremely unusual situations difficult to describe due to a lack of existing vocabulary. As I progressed in my work with Meridjet, I found that I was naturally referring to segments of work with him ...
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February 18, 2010
Filtered: Book Series 4: Sexual Intimacy and More
The earlier parts of this series can always be found via links on this page. Sexual Intimacy While most humans gain SCs when the spirit approaches the human partner to establish a relationship, others seek out an SC deliberately and acquire one through studied application of intent. I’ve seen several individuals ...
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February 18, 2010
Filtered: Very Long, Very Personal
Last night, I was chatting with my friend Tim (he comments here as Sarenth) about his new spirit companion. His situation is going well, but that's not the topic of this post. I was feeling a vaguely emo feeling, nothing painful, just the sensation that something needed to be looked ...
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February 5, 2010
Icons Galore
I've updated a few commenter icons – everyone who posted a comment in the most recent entry either has a new icon or an updated one (including me). If you don't yet have an icon on this site or would like a new one, please leave a comment. I tend ...
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June 5, 2009
Where’s YOUR Clitoris?
Random memory time. A few years back on LiveJournal, I was a member of several sexuality communities ranging from "Fem Submissives" (which I owned for a short stint when it was passed to me, before I ultimately passed it on to someone else) and other kink communities to "Sex Tips," ...
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January 26, 2009
List: Famous Men I’d Have Lots and Lots of Sex With
A friend of mine on LiveJournal posted a list, with photos, of men she'd "have lots and lots of sex with." I thought I'd gank her idea and provide a list here, if I can come up with one. In no particular order, then, I give you my list of ...
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January 16, 2009
A Break, For a Dream
My birds were being so loud for so long that I had to take an Ativan. Sheesh. Now I have headphones on so as to gain some control over what noise I'm exposed to. It reminded me of my dream this morning. The dream seemed important so I want to ...
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December 30, 2008
Filtered: 18-Month Retrospective is at Core of Personal Philosophy, part 2
Part one is here. Trust in your calling, make sure your calling's true Think of others, the others think of you Silly rule! Golden words make practice, practice makes perfect, Perfect is a fault, and fault lines change I believe my humor's wearing thin And change is what I believe in ...
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October 25, 2008
Halloweens of Yore, and Spirit-Induced UTIs
This post is from November 2, 2003 (the one I just posted was from October of 2003, but the events themselves were four years prior). I'm going to bed in a minute but wanted to leave one more Meridjet-related story before I went. I'm trying to sleep forward; sleep deprivation ...
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August 23, 2008
There’s A Storm Comin’ and We’d All Best Be Ready When She Does
The tropical storm known as Edouard (that's not a typo) is hovering off the coast of Texas/Louisiana in the Gulf of Mexico and is due to hit here tomorrow. And when I say, "here," I do mean here. Observe: That star is the location of my house. Though Edouard (I guess ...
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August 4, 2008
Meridjet’s Use of the Process
As promised, I’m posting some archival stuff since InsaneJournal is loading (albeit slowly). I’m going to put in a few excerpts in an attempt to create a progression because it’s been a while since my last set of archival posts. From 13 October 2003: …First off, it became increasingly apparent yesterday that ...
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April 16, 2008
Archives: Processing and Pain
I noticed yesterday that my posts with cuts (or at least the most recent one) seem to hit the RSS feed without a link, so goody for you folks reading the feed, I guess. But I am still using a cut tag here, because it allows me to pretend there’s ...
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April 4, 2008
Continuance and Some Explanation
My sleep schedule is completely wonky right now, so I got up at 2:30 a.m. (It’s now 5:09 a.m.) I could probably sleep pretty easily again, but I slept nearly 10 hours, so I’m going to piddle around with the site a little bit before giving in and lying down ...
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April 4, 2008
Collar Me in My Dreams
Another quick archival post, that was posted as an addendum to my last post of a few minutes ago. “Just remembered. After processing dreams ended, I dreamt I went collar shopping. I tried on a metal one made of a bunch of very cool-looking links (variety of maybe four different kinds ...
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March 28, 2008
Archival Post – Fear and Doubt
Another archival post. Between reading this post and updating the site over the last couple of days with regard to tags and categories, I’m firmly reminded that I still have yet to write the detailed post on doubt I promised a while back. I should probably get a notebook to ...
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March 28, 2008
Sex and Memories
In a post from 21 August 2003, I was listing things from even further in the past that I had been discussing with Don in chat. A bullet list, as it was posted: One time during sex, Meridjet and I spontaneously switched genders. I could physically feel the change in ...
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February 13, 2008
A Short Post on Opening
I’ve been busy cleaning house today (well, yesterday, more accurately), trying to get a lot of work done while my roommate is out of town. I haven’t been to sleep yet but I’m heading that way momentarily. I wanted to post a quick archival post from August 19, 2003, so ...
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