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Continuance and Some Explanation

4 April 2008 By Sheta Kaey Leave a Comment

My sleep schedule is completely wonky right now, so I got up at 2:30 a.m. (It’s now 5:09 a.m.) I could probably sleep pretty easily again, but I slept nearly 10 hours, so I’m going to piddle around with the site a little bit before giving in and lying down again. I hope y’all don’t mind putting up with me a while.

This next archival post is from 12 October 2003 and refers to the one I posted yesterday, from 11 October. There’s some redundancy:

“Yesterday Meridjet was mostly silent, and when I could hear him he was still being manipulative and contradicting himself over and over (making it obvious that it was intentional). So I basically stewed in the Process all day, and damn if I could tell if anything

Filed Under: History, Meridjet, Processing, Sex

Archival Post – Kinky

2 April 2008 By Sheta Kaey Leave a Comment

This one is a little more kink information than I’ve ever put out here publicly, so you’ll have to click the cut link if you want to read it.

Filed Under: Empathic link, Kink, Meridjet, Processing

Collar Me in My Dreams

28 March 2008 By Sheta Kaey 2 Comments

Another quick archival post, that was posted as an addendum to my last post of a few minutes ago.

“Just remembered. After processing dreams ended, I dreamt I went collar shopping. I tried on a metal one made of a bunch of very cool-looking links (variety of maybe four different kinds forming clusters, each link of a different type of metal) and almost got that but decided it was too necklacy. Then I moved on to leather, but all they had were pastels. *laughsnort* I was going for purple when the dream shifted and there were a bunch of zombies or some shit like that wandering around. We had to evacuate. Later there was some sexual aspect which I can’t see clearly now, but I woke up on the verge

Filed Under: Dreams, Kink, Sex, WTF?

Archival Post – Fear and Doubt

28 March 2008 By Sheta Kaey Leave a Comment

Another archival post. Between reading this post and updating the site over the last couple of days with regard to tags and categories, I’m firmly reminded that I still have yet to write the detailed post on doubt I promised a while back. I should probably get a notebook to keep a list of intended subject matter, but right now I have so many lists that I can’t find one for the 80 others piled haphazardly on top of it. To say I need to get better organized is something of an understatement, but there is progress on that front already. This week, alas, has been a sort of bubble of nightmarish worries overtaking regular activity, but if you ignore the last four days, things are moving smoothly along

Filed Under: Deeply personal, History, Meridjet, Processing, Sex, Trust, faith, doubt

Sex and Memories

13 February 2008 By Sheta Kaey Leave a Comment

In a post from 21 August 2003, I was listing things from even further in the past that I had been discussing with Don in chat. A bullet list, as it was posted:

One time during sex, Meridjet and I spontaneously switched genders. I could physically feel the change in my body and the experience of sex as a male. It went on for a few minutes, and I consciously chose to return to normal, and then tried to switch again but was unable. Should have waited for the orgasm… Don speculates that we were so close, we occupied the same space, or something.
Meridjet does good healing. He used to take me into past abuses, sexual ones, and we’d ‘relive’ it mentally, while he replayed the part of

Filed Under: Angels, Empathic link, Healing and Saving Lives, History, Meridjet, Sex, Spirit companions, Spirits - general info

A Short Post on Opening

7 February 2008 By Sheta Kaey 2 Comments

Is that a cannon in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?

I’ve been busy cleaning house today (well, yesterday, more accurately), trying to get a lot of work done while my roommate is out of town. I haven’t been to sleep yet but I’m heading that way momentarily. I wanted to post a quick archival post from August 19, 2003, so that the blog wouldn’t go without a post for the night.

This post contains potential TMI of a sexual nature, so I’m going to put in a cut. You can read the bulk of it by clicking the link. Also, please ignore the lousy writing. I am tempted to clean it up but I try to leave my archives as they were originally written. I consider it more honest.

Filed Under: Chakras, Empathic link, History, Meridjet, Sex, Spirit companions