23
August
2008
halloweens-of-yore-and-spirit-induced-utis
This post is from November 2, 2003 (the one I just posted was from October of 2003, but the events themselves were four years prior). I’m going to bed in a minute but wanted to leave one more Meridjet-related story before I went. I’m trying to sleep forward; sleep deprivation backfires and makes me manic, [...]

2
June
2008
weird-feelings
In the past couple of weeks, I’ve noticed a number of timely developments in my circumstances that I would call synchronicity if I only had a better handle on it all. I mentioned that I started schema therapy about 6 weeks ago; this has generated a lot of back-burner thought processing and semi-conscious contemplation that, [...]

24
April
2008
notice-regarding-rtv-and-other-stuff
In recent weeks, my personal life has been very stressful. This includes reaching a critical period in food vs starvation, food rationing and so forth. I’ve been in eat-once-every-two-days mode for a while; the one time I had an abundance of food my body went into OMG-MUST-EAT and I was so hungry that I thought [...]

16
April
2008
meridjets-use-of-the-process
As promised, I’m posting some archival stuff since InsaneJournal is loading (albeit slowly). I’m going to put in a few excerpts in an attempt to create a progression because it’s been a while since my last set of archival posts. From 13 October 2003: …First off, it became increasingly apparent yesterday that Meridjet’s reassurances Saturday night sounded [...]

9
April
2008
multi-tasking-more-like-juggling-cobras
I met my new therapist today. He’s the first therapist I’ve had since 1995. I have had a total of three in my life, and two of them were bad experiences. The last one was fantastic. The psychotherapist I met today, Dr. T, seemed to be open-minded enough. I told him that I was very [...]