This post is from November 2, 2003 (the one I just posted was from October of 2003, but the events themselves were four years prior). I’m going to bed in a minute but wanted to leave one more Meridjet-related story before I went. I’m trying to sleep forward; sleep deprivation backfires and makes me manic, so I need to push the clock around rather than back it up. Anyway, the post:
Halloween/Samhain is a traditional Meridjet no-show day. This year, as often happens, he was already keeping himself hidden. The other night, I think the night of my grumpy entry about him being out, he came in for a few seconds and informed me that this seeming absence was not a fade-out — he was doing it deliberately. He came in the following night for a few seconds, gave a few kisses, and told me to “go back to the first meeting scenario and work on it.” [This refers to a “construct” type of interaction we had going on for a Process.] I did that til I fell asleep, which wasn’t long after. So, when Halloween came around, I was already seriously deprived [of his affections]. I stayed online til 3 a.m. and went to bed, and kept getting interrupted by Kara til about 4:30, at which time I gave up and went to sleep. So I never had a chance to look for him and he never announced himself either.
Then, yesterday, I was getting all sorts of number-signs (ones & fours in groups of three or more), which I take basically as little nudges from him. I wasn’t sure why. But I went to bed around 2:30 or 3 (not sure of exact time) and he came in really strongly at that point. There was significant quality time with sex and energy exchange. It rocked, and I really needed it. Something else happened which I’ll get to in a second.
I was talking to a friend online the other night about urinary tract infections caused by sex. I told her about one time when Meridjet gave me one, and I knew it was coming the minute sex was over. This is somewhat inexplicable, since he’s not physical, but there are often other physical effects from sex with him, including a feeling of having been well-used or frictioned to death, lol, and also pain if I try to have sex with him when I’m too dry.
Anyway the point, and the other event that happened, is that he gave me a UTI again last night. I woke up in pain about 4 hours after sex, and was laughing at the synchronicity. That sort of thing has been happening a lot lately. Well, I’m happy I have antibiotics on hand from Mexico.
That ventures into TMI territory, so I hope I didn’t offend anyone. But he’s caused UTIs (Urinary Tract Infections, for those puzzled) at least three times. It’s very strange. Regarding the number signs, he now includes threes, fives, and eights in his set, but usually there are a maximum of three of his numbers in a “sign,” which can get up to 8 or 9 digits long. And now, sleep.