Notice Regarding RTV and Other Stuff

In recent weeks, my personal life has been very stressful. This includes reaching a critical period in food vs starvation, food rationing and so forth. I’ve been in eat-once-every-two-days mode for a while; the one time I had an abundance of food my body went into OMG-MUST-EAT and I was so hungry that I thought my stomach was going to eat its way through my back. Going without food = being less hungry. Suddenly having food = sudden intense hunger that won’t stfu. I prefer the former. heh.

The food situation is stable again for the time being since I was able to borrow funds from my mother. That’s not the point of this post, but it illustrates the worries I’ve been dealing with. It’s all dominoed now, to the point that I can’t sleep. Insomnia is a chronic problem when I’m stressed out, but usually I can take fairly calm steps to deal with it. But not this time.

So the Beltane issue of Rending the Veil is going to be late due to severe sleep deprivation. I’ve spent most of the last three days unable to sleep whatsoever, despite spending a significant portion of that time in bed trying to. Insomnia can go on for up to two weeks, and during that time I am largely useless and have no clarity at all. There’s not much I can do about it; I skim the surface of sleep when I do manage to drift off, waking every ten to twenty minutes and getting no rest at all. Tossing, turning, worrying over stuff and worrying it right into a shallow dream of sorts. It’ll work out, but my usual methods of trying to boost sleep without knocking myself completely out with drugs are not working, so I’m left with only the final solution (heh) of drugging myself into oblivion. The resulting coma can last up to 24 hours. I don’t expect that to happen, but I need to be prepared for the possibility. Therefore, I’m letting you all know and I’m going to post a notice on the site that links here.

Readers will just have to understand. There’s nothing else for it. Worrying over this is not helping the overall problem. There will probably be a 2-3 day delay in publication time, going live then either Sunday or Monday. I hope for sooner, it could be longer, but I can’t let the worry exacerbate the problem. That’s a neverending cycle. ha.

Thanks, and apologies,
Sheta

Sheta Kaey About Sheta Kaey

I teach people to perceive, communicate, and work with spirits. Beyond that, I'm kinda normal.

Sometimes I write things. Sometimes I edit things. Sometimes, people even see them.

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  1. Drop a me an email, I sincerely want to help.

    Lady Roses last blog post..Ways To Work With The Tarot

    • Gah. For some reason I got you confused with someone else, whom I emailed about helping. lol.

      I’m still not done. What’s your talent? :)

      Thanks,
      -S

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